Saturday, February 9, 2013

Afternoon Pages

Looks like I'm ready for another one of my sporatic entries. The last time I wrote, I was into The First 48. I remember that. That was last year. I cooped myself in the apartment and revelled in my newfound... something. Descriptive words escape me at the moment. Since then, I've gone through (almost) all seasons of Frasier. I can't get through the last of the lot because I've learned the formula for the show, and I grew tired of watching the same scenarios replayed over and over. Right now I'm watching The West Wing which I really enjoy. There's a good pace to it. I can't lie, I do play Bejeweled Blitz sometimes and just listen to what's going on because my attention span is so short these days. For some reason, I always feel like there's something I should be doing and while I'm doing that, I think I should also be doing something else. I only have 3 tabs open on my computer right now, which should tell you that I'm more focused on this blog than, say... Macy's online shopping. I like to window shop online. I look for fierce clothes, add them to my cart, and inevitably remove items after realizing I have nowhere to wear these items. That's okay. I'm looking for things to do on my birthday which is coming up. I kind of want to go shopping for a birthday outfit. Just to make sure everyone knows there's something special going on. $105.99 is too much for a cardigan, right? I thought so, but it's really fierce. It's got studs on the shoulders and Michael Kors made it. For big girls, even. He makes clothes for big girls. Oh, I just had to open another tab because I just remembered Dar Williams is coming to Chicago in March. Maybe I should buy a special outfit for that. I would look for a neo-hippie/gypsy get-up, but even she dresses fierce these days. The last time I saw her, she was wearing leather! Guess what? I just opened another tab because I also remembered Emily Wells is coming in May. It's difficult for me to find good concerts to go to. I thought I might get a ticket for the Rihanna concert, but then I remembered I don't care. I'm sure it would be fun, and I'd love to see A$AP Rocky, but all his songs are about smoking weed and I don't like to know those things about people. I remember when smoking weed was special and you had to hide it and there were all these hidden phrases and secret terms you had to know to even know someone was speaking of it or wanting to get some. He's also really young. It makes me uncomfortable because I think he's so cute. Yes, cute, because he's got a baby face. That's how I know he's young. You know what, maybe I will go. Rihanna is pretty good. I try to not like her, but she's got a lot of good songs. Anyone want to go with? She's coming in .... sorry, I just had to ban Jennifer Lopez from playing on my Slacker Radio. Rihanna is coming March 22nd and if anyone wants to join me, I wouldn't mind spending a little more for better seats than nose bleed. I'm kinda too grown for that now.

I've been working on writing more and I started my return to writing morning pages. Three pages of ranting about whatever comes to mind. It's cool because it clears my mind of a lot of unnecessary thoughts and helps me focus on what I really need to like doing dishes or remembering I have dreams. I think I accomplished my morning pages assignment with this post.

Is there anything else going on? Guess not. I have to pee. Bye.